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himejoshiheart ([personal profile] himejoshiheart) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2025-02-18 02:11 pm

torn up letters

Author: Chibi
Story: kawaii sugar love (story: kawaii sugar love tag pls...)
Color: rose pink (will you marry me?)
Styles and Supplies: resin + pastels (SALAD!), life drawing (yuri), silhouette, retouch! also plein-air. somehow both chiaroscuro and vaudeville
Summary: bunnychan's letters that she never sent
Wordcount: 568
note: dividers by cafekitsune on tumblr <3


Dear Sakura.


Despite my sinful nature as a fallen, and your holy unsinful nature as an angel, I would like to marry you to take your hand in mine as my wife to love and cherish you for the rest of our eternity


love from your beloved from the fallen angel From the eternally sinful


Bunidark


[The message is found crushed in a trash bin.]





My darling Sakura the angel Dearest Sakura To the angel, Sakura...


I have been in love with you for quite some time. I know that our twin natures as a fallen and an angel mean that we cannot be together- that my sin is too great for you to bear :,< and that I cannot restrain myself from partaking in its pleasures. I know that once you discover that i ██t p██ea██e ██ ███a my heinous crime that you will not want anything to do with me any longer... I know that once that fact is revealed to you you will see that I am a monster, a being not worth time or attention


Regardless, I still want you near. I'd kill everyone who'd get between us. I'd do whatever it takes to keep you safe I'll do my best to make up for my sinful nature as a fallen. I'll protect you if things come to that. I know that our kawaii sugar love will melt like sugar under the heat of my sin and the judgement of others. The moment you marry me you will be doomed to drag yourself down to my level be a fallen, but


[The letter is torn to bits with claws. The part where Bunnychan admits her sin is near-unreadable]





Dear Sakura Sakuchan <3 <3


One of your feathers fell while you were visiting me at school. I know it is the only bit of you I deserve, if even that, but regardless, as I pen this with your softness in my hands, I still wish for more.


Your feather smells like cherry blossoms, just like you do.


Will you marry me Sakuchan, as a combination of heaven and hell, may we bind our souls as one? I know that we are not yet even dating but... I know that if we do date, then we would not have enough time together to marry before you would leave me over my horrible sin- the pleasure that I partake in out of great guilt, yet one I cannot pull myself away from no matter how hard I try. I hope your answer is yes, for it would make me really happy :>


From your Bunnychan 3: (i am really feeling the dark part of bunidark today)


[This one is crinkled into unreadability in her backpack. There's a small hole in it from the feather it's wrapped around.]





Dear Sakuchan Sakura Sakuchan do i call you sakuchan on your marriage this because it felt weird calling you sakura on the first few that you dont need to know about you're not a stranger. we know each other. not enough for you to hate me but we know each other :> and im glad we do :3


will you mar


[this one suddenly fell from the sky, and was most likely written while Bunnychan was visiting Sakuchan in heaven. There is a non-zero chance the former was planning to present her letter to the latter, but got cold feet last minute.]